honeymoon??

people around me keep repeating the word "honeymoon" in relationship...
makes me keep repeating this particular word as well.

from july 26th until now, now only i realized,
this is roughly, or quite near to what i want/the kind of relationship that i dreamed of~
which is like,
water... no taste but it keeps you alive and you'll definitely need it to survive somemore it taste not bad~~
hehe...
i need love which is like water...
need it forever and feels good with it's presents.
:)

have been "cheated" twice...

1st time is with the real fat one and he don't really care...
what he care about is just that he found a way to waste & spend his time,
which is getting attach with me...
flirt, kiss, and show off around~
(whatever)
thank god that i don't really fall into him...
i knew he was like that...
then i initiated to break up~
woot~
that time feels free~
muahahahaa... i m bad right~


then another time was when i got "attached" with the one in Japan...
erm~
he looks cute...
however, he s really sick.
damn sick!
have sex with every gf.
what the hell!
think that he s very "open minded", for me, its actually "sicked-minded".
though i understand 90% of guys are like that.
(though i know that both of them actually has to agree on having sex.)
that s good that he done something real unethical which makes me give up totally.
:)

till now,
i still a bit scared that the one who is attached with me now will suddenly turn up into another face...
:p