xin qing fa xie pian

bu shuang!
shen de fei chang ji zhi zhi bu shuang!
wu gui wang ba dan!
gan ma shen me dou suan zai wo de zhang li bian?!
wo shi tian sheng de zhang bu ma?!
ta ma de...
xin qing zhen de hen bu hao!
jiu yin wei ta bu shi ge zhu dong de ren?!
ben gu niang xian zai xin qing chao ji bu shuang!
zen yang?!
you wen ti ma?!
qu wen ling yi ge zhu jue la!
gan ma ge ge dou guo lai wen wo?!
wo shi guan shi de ma?!
ta ma de!
quan shi jie you bu shi wo lai guan li!
lao niang bu fa wei dang bing mao!!
kuai qi si le!
chao lei de! hai yao qu ying fu na xie cang ying!
yi ge wen, shi shei zhi dong de,
liang ge you wen tong yang ta ma de yi ge wen ti!
xian zai lao niang chao bu shuang!
shei lai re wo, zan wu she!!!
nei ge yao lai song si?!

cong jin yi hou,
you shen me ta ma de guan yu zhe ge ling yu de wen ti?
wen ta!
ben zhun mei na me you kong!!
yao wen wo?!
hen hao,
deng ni bei wo ma de xiang diao bai ling de shi hou wo jiu gen ni shuo.

move house

thx to aron, paul & ruth in helping sally & me to move house!

within these 2 days

moved sally's things into new hse yesterday...
helped by paul...
super tired...
so i slept at 1+am...
consider as early...

then something chemical happens...
n i finally feels how my sis feels when she gone shang hai without her beloved bf...
sigh...
n i finally know the feeling of real heartache...
yawn...

so tired these days...
its nearly 1am on sunday when i wrote tis post.
and dunno wat 2 say...
juz...
sigh...

2molo i gotto go tuition~
the kids~
then after tuition,
go home, wait for the brothers' uncle alan to com over 2 my house 2 take a look at the freaking $505.68 PUB bill!
ok, tolerate~

so...
2day i slept at 2.30am...
(my clock faster...)

new room to view

my fren found another room ~
2day going 2 view...
sigh...
self-control...

my god~
its my fault asking so much?
T.T
i care abt the place where i live mah~
cry...

so now,
pray tat the room is nice n affordable price~

...

recently broke quite a lot of stuff...
T.T...
1 plate (noted* not gym plate which is 20kg, and bell definitely cant brake it)...
and a mirror...
sigh...

got the tuition from my fren, in boon lay...
which i actually charge them $15 per hr and include $5 transport fee (from bugis to boon lay leh~),
then 2day the father phoned up when i m going to have my lovely dinner,
say: "my wife dun like the transport fee thingi~"
(then i think, pls eat shit when ur wife ask u to do so!
i doubt tat father still a man after giving the sperms for the wife to get pregnant...)
so i ask him, u wanna cut down the price lar u mean?
sigh...

then i charge him $10 per hr and i still insist the transport fee!
walau...
dun like transport fee, u go n find another one tat giv u tat low price lar!
and somemore tutoring 2 children.
tis is the last prica tat i m going to offer,
no cheaper!
stop asking for too much or else bell s not gonna giv a damn!
interupting my lovely dinner time still asking for me 2 lower down the price?!
sigh...
spoiled my mood.
then he giv me a price which is $30 per session for every session i go to their place to tutor their children.
sigh...
ok lo...

so tis sunday i muz go alr lar...
my fren s passing me the tution things later.
and i m going to charge them for every single book i buy for the children,
in case anything happen to those books.
so~
sunday i hv plan...
hopefully i ll like it in the end of the day.
:)

then after tat,
my fren text me...
saying tat the bukit batok's room tat we viewed tat day,
the owner dun wan us to stay there...
bcause asking too much of questions.
T.T...
y?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
i quite like tat room leh!!
sigh...
really bad mood lar...
wat to do?!
i wanna move 2 somewhere near sch!!
and cheap rent!!
T.T... cry...

PUB~
$505.68...
actually i hv 2 collect $150 from the brothers tat staying in another room who use a/c everyday...
they gave me $50 and ask me to ask another $100 from their uncle...
then 2molo he s coming to see our house & the PUB bill 2gether...
sigh...

my shoulders & my neck!!
my god...
its been suffering n pain for few weeks liao...
T.T...
who can save me?!?!
stretching doesn't work on me...
sigh...
but still,
it relieve my shoulders n neck for temporarily.
any recommendations from anyone?
lol

mood swing

nowadays really having mood swing.
whenever i m alone, whenever i can hv my own time,
i start thinking abt thinks i shouldnt hv think...

human...
posting out their own ugly behavior everyday.
greed, self-centered, inconsiderate, brings destructions...

sigh...
i m talking & typing nonsense.

i m greedy...
but someone out there tat cause me into deep problem is super inconsiderate.

i m greedy...
juz after tat freaking asshole,
i wanna look for another one to help me cover my hole.
but seems like lov doesn't come when its needed the most...
and i really dun wan ppl 2 think tat i m using someone...
so, lets juz keep quiet.

recently join gym club in sim.
not bad.
:)
quite like the atmosphere.
n i can train up myself.
know some ppl from there who r quite friendly and some a bit wierd...
XD
narvin dun kill me pls~
muahahaha...
but i would willing to die, frankly...
juz cant~
^^
due 2 many reason.
anyways, i m a weirdo as well~~
kekeke...

so...
stay alive~
stay healthy~
for those reason...

mood swing

sigh...
i m wondering, y m i so freaking stubborn...

dunno y m i writing...
dunno wat m i thinking...
dunno wat i wanna do...

may b too bo liao...
me waiting a job, waiting for the boss 2 contact me...
sigh...
me going crazy...
haiz...

having mood swing...
tat day i bang the door quite loud.
bcause my housemate lock the big lock which we couldn't open wif keys.

yesterday i slept wif a diff pillow,
so, 2day the whole day my shoulder not feeling well...
tired.

my sch having quite a lot of talks or watever...
so 2molo going 2 sch,
to register and to exercise.
then return the book tat i borrowed from sch library.

its about japan.
me getting freaking mood swing when it comes to japan stuff.
grrr...
dun wan tat to happen but quite unavoidable.

i m looking for a relationship but i seems a bit too harsh.
these things cant harsh, muz b patient.
but couldn't really control myself.
i keep telling myself 2 b patient~~
b patient.
dun do things which will cause myself to regret.
:)

so,
patient~
patient~
patient~

my new housemate

fnally found new hse mate~
muahahahha...
he s indonesian, an IT professional, who is very kind~
;)
but 1 thing, cant see him always at home...
aiya...
me cant expect too much la~~
heheehe...

he pass me the rental ON-TIME,
beahve nicely,
mop the floor,
lock the door,
not making loud noises,
tat s super gud liao~
and somemore, he help me in my com stuff~
hehehehe...
woot~~

my nice housemate~
wahahaha...

sigh...
recently dunno why my shoulders very tight and tired...
not massage can relive tat...
may b i shd start changing my life style~~
^^lll
hv been very "naughthy" these days~
;p