Friday, November 14, 2008

dry fried rice

3rd time getting sick in 2 months time...
it sucks...
and super duper headache...

first, i got flu, then got well by eating chinese medicine...

second time, Paul fever and i think i infected because my flu wasn't fully recovered then i start having serious ulcer sore throat and excruciating migraine headache...
thinking that i could be better by seeing chinese doctor but it turns out to be that doctor gave me hell lots of pills which i dont expect her to gave me that...
and i swallowed them with pain and wasted $25 and didn't even finished them and i got fever.

so...
that fever lead me to one of Paul's western doctor around Toh Yi Drive and he too gave me tons of pills and one as big as my finger!!

but all those pills works in the 2nd day EXCEPT the anti swelling pills...
upset me...
cause one of my serious problem is the stupid big irritating ulcer and the sore throat!!!!
dude~ i cant eat! oh man....
it s really a tough job for me to eat in this kind of awful situation...

so i decided to make my own way and throw away the stupid pills for anti swelling!
which is:
1 cup of warm water (preferably the temperature which would not hurt the mouth)
2 to 3 teaspoon full of salt (not sugar)
mix them well together
and then, have a half mouth-full of the salted water, look up, then say "her~~~" as long as possible.

AND, it works!!
traditional way is always more useful on me compare to those disgusting pills~~~
yeackssss!!!!
so now i know which doc cant be trusted and spend on.
hahaha...

anyway, that night i cooked fried rice and the rice is rather a bit too dry, so i tried to eat them but it turns out to be a holy shit...
cause it s far tooooo dry for me to eat!
i really dont like those fried rice to be that dry...
sigh...

and i realized that my temper has gone bad a bit...
sigh...

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

love~

when you start loving someone, its always very sweet.
you'll feel that
someone is there for you,
finally you are not lonely, at least there is someone thinking of you, missing of you,
it s always feels good no matter what you are doing.

但是慢慢的,随著彼此的认识愈深,
你开始发现了对方的缺点,

於是问题一个接著一个发生,

你开始烦、累,甚至想要逃避,

many people thinks that it is because the feelings had fade away,
then people becoming lazy.
FALSE!!
they actually being conquered by laziness first then only the feelings faded away.

有人说爱情就像在捡石头,
总想捡到一个适合自己的,

但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢?

*她适合你,那你又适合她吗?
其实,爱情就像磨石子一样,

或许刚捡到的时候,你不是那么的满意,

但是记住人是有弹性的,

很多事情是可以改变的,

只要你有心、有勇气,

与其到处去捡未知的石头,

还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨,你开始磨了吗?


当你爱一个人的时候,爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分;剩下两三分用来爱自己。

如果你还继续爱得更多,很可能会给对方沉重的压力,让彼此喘不过气来,
完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
*所以请记住,
喝酒不要超过六分醉,

吃饭不要超过七分饱,

爱一个人不要超过八分


loving somebody, you 'll need to understand, and opens your heart;
要道歉,也要道谢;

要认错,也要改错;

要体贴,也要体谅;

是接受,而不是忍受;

是宽容,而不是纵容;

是支持,而不是支配;

是慰问,而不是质问;

是倾诉,而不是控诉;

是难忘,而不是遗忘;

是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代;

是为对方默默祈求,

而不是向对方诸多要求;

可以浪漫,但不要浪费;

可以随时牵手,但不要随便分手。



honeymoon??

people around me keep repeating the word "honeymoon" in relationship...
makes me keep repeating this particular word as well.

from july 26th until now, now only i realized,
this is roughly, or quite near to what i want/the kind of relationship that i dreamed of~
which is like,
water... no taste but it keeps you alive and you'll definitely need it to survive somemore it taste not bad~~
hehe...
i need love which is like water...
need it forever and feels good with it's presents.
:)

have been "cheated" twice...

1st time is with the real fat one and he don't really care...
what he care about is just that he found a way to waste & spend his time,
which is getting attach with me...
flirt, kiss, and show off around~
(whatever)
thank god that i don't really fall into him...
i knew he was like that...
then i initiated to break up~
woot~
that time feels free~
muahahahaa... i m bad right~


then another time was when i got "attached" with the one in Japan...
erm~
he looks cute...
however, he s really sick.
damn sick!
have sex with every gf.
what the hell!
think that he s very "open minded", for me, its actually "sicked-minded".
though i understand 90% of guys are like that.
(though i know that both of them actually has to agree on having sex.)
that s good that he done something real unethical which makes me give up totally.
:)

till now,
i still a bit scared that the one who is attached with me now will suddenly turn up into another face...
:p

Thursday, July 31, 2008

xin qing fa xie pian

bu shuang!
shen de fei chang ji zhi zhi bu shuang!
wu gui wang ba dan!
gan ma shen me dou suan zai wo de zhang li bian?!
wo shi tian sheng de zhang bu ma?!
ta ma de...
xin qing zhen de hen bu hao!
jiu yin wei ta bu shi ge zhu dong de ren?!
ben gu niang xian zai xin qing chao ji bu shuang!
zen yang?!
you wen ti ma?!
qu wen ling yi ge zhu jue la!
gan ma ge ge dou guo lai wen wo?!
wo shi guan shi de ma?!
ta ma de!
quan shi jie you bu shi wo lai guan li!
lao niang bu fa wei dang bing mao!!
kuai qi si le!
chao lei de! hai yao qu ying fu na xie cang ying!
yi ge wen, shi shei zhi dong de,
liang ge you wen tong yang ta ma de yi ge wen ti!
xian zai lao niang chao bu shuang!
shei lai re wo, zan wu she!!!
nei ge yao lai song si?!

cong jin yi hou,
you shen me ta ma de guan yu zhe ge ling yu de wen ti?
wen ta!
ben zhun mei na me you kong!!
yao wen wo?!
hen hao,
deng ni bei wo ma de xiang diao bai ling de shi hou wo jiu gen ni shuo.

move house

thx to aron, paul & ruth in helping sally & me to move house!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

within these 2 days

moved sally's things into new hse yesterday...
helped by paul...
super tired...
so i slept at 1+am...
consider as early...

then something chemical happens...
n i finally feels how my sis feels when she gone shang hai without her beloved bf...
sigh...
n i finally know the feeling of real heartache...
yawn...

so tired these days...
its nearly 1am on sunday when i wrote tis post.
and dunno wat 2 say...
juz...
sigh...

2molo i gotto go tuition~
the kids~
then after tuition,
go home, wait for the brothers' uncle alan to com over 2 my house 2 take a look at the freaking $505.68 PUB bill!
ok, tolerate~

so...
2day i slept at 2.30am...
(my clock faster...)

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

new room to view

my fren found another room ~
2day going 2 view...
sigh...
self-control...

my god~
its my fault asking so much?
T.T
i care abt the place where i live mah~
cry...

so now,
pray tat the room is nice n affordable price~

...

recently broke quite a lot of stuff...
T.T...
1 plate (noted* not gym plate which is 20kg, and bell definitely cant brake it)...
and a mirror...
sigh...

got the tuition from my fren, in boon lay...
which i actually charge them $15 per hr and include $5 transport fee (from bugis to boon lay leh~),
then 2day the father phoned up when i m going to have my lovely dinner,
say: "my wife dun like the transport fee thingi~"
(then i think, pls eat shit when ur wife ask u to do so!
i doubt tat father still a man after giving the sperms for the wife to get pregnant...)
so i ask him, u wanna cut down the price lar u mean?
sigh...

then i charge him $10 per hr and i still insist the transport fee!
walau...
dun like transport fee, u go n find another one tat giv u tat low price lar!
and somemore tutoring 2 children.
tis is the last prica tat i m going to offer,
no cheaper!
stop asking for too much or else bell s not gonna giv a damn!
interupting my lovely dinner time still asking for me 2 lower down the price?!
sigh...
spoiled my mood.
then he giv me a price which is $30 per session for every session i go to their place to tutor their children.
sigh...
ok lo...

so tis sunday i muz go alr lar...
my fren s passing me the tution things later.
and i m going to charge them for every single book i buy for the children,
in case anything happen to those books.
so~
sunday i hv plan...
hopefully i ll like it in the end of the day.
:)

then after tat,
my fren text me...
saying tat the bukit batok's room tat we viewed tat day,
the owner dun wan us to stay there...
bcause asking too much of questions.
T.T...
y?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
i quite like tat room leh!!
sigh...
really bad mood lar...
wat to do?!
i wanna move 2 somewhere near sch!!
and cheap rent!!
T.T... cry...

PUB~
$505.68...
actually i hv 2 collect $150 from the brothers tat staying in another room who use a/c everyday...
they gave me $50 and ask me to ask another $100 from their uncle...
then 2molo he s coming to see our house & the PUB bill 2gether...
sigh...

my shoulders & my neck!!
my god...
its been suffering n pain for few weeks liao...
T.T...
who can save me?!?!
stretching doesn't work on me...
sigh...
but still,
it relieve my shoulders n neck for temporarily.
any recommendations from anyone?
lol

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

mood swing

nowadays really having mood swing.
whenever i m alone, whenever i can hv my own time,
i start thinking abt thinks i shouldnt hv think...

human...
posting out their own ugly behavior everyday.
greed, self-centered, inconsiderate, brings destructions...

sigh...
i m talking & typing nonsense.

i m greedy...
but someone out there tat cause me into deep problem is super inconsiderate.

i m greedy...
juz after tat freaking asshole,
i wanna look for another one to help me cover my hole.
but seems like lov doesn't come when its needed the most...
and i really dun wan ppl 2 think tat i m using someone...
so, lets juz keep quiet.

recently join gym club in sim.
not bad.
:)
quite like the atmosphere.
n i can train up myself.
know some ppl from there who r quite friendly and some a bit wierd...
XD
narvin dun kill me pls~
muahahaha...
but i would willing to die, frankly...
juz cant~
^^
due 2 many reason.
anyways, i m a weirdo as well~~
kekeke...

so...
stay alive~
stay healthy~
for those reason...

Sunday, July 13, 2008

mood swing

sigh...
i m wondering, y m i so freaking stubborn...

dunno y m i writing...
dunno wat m i thinking...
dunno wat i wanna do...

may b too bo liao...
me waiting a job, waiting for the boss 2 contact me...
sigh...
me going crazy...
haiz...

having mood swing...
tat day i bang the door quite loud.
bcause my housemate lock the big lock which we couldn't open wif keys.

yesterday i slept wif a diff pillow,
so, 2day the whole day my shoulder not feeling well...
tired.

my sch having quite a lot of talks or watever...
so 2molo going 2 sch,
to register and to exercise.
then return the book tat i borrowed from sch library.

its about japan.
me getting freaking mood swing when it comes to japan stuff.
grrr...
dun wan tat to happen but quite unavoidable.

i m looking for a relationship but i seems a bit too harsh.
these things cant harsh, muz b patient.
but couldn't really control myself.
i keep telling myself 2 b patient~~
b patient.
dun do things which will cause myself to regret.
:)

so,
patient~
patient~
patient~

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

my new housemate

fnally found new hse mate~
muahahahha...
he s indonesian, an IT professional, who is very kind~
;)
but 1 thing, cant see him always at home...
aiya...
me cant expect too much la~~
heheehe...

he pass me the rental ON-TIME,
beahve nicely,
mop the floor,
lock the door,
not making loud noises,
tat s super gud liao~
and somemore, he help me in my com stuff~
hehehehe...
woot~~

my nice housemate~
wahahaha...

sigh...
recently dunno why my shoulders very tight and tired...
not massage can relive tat...
may b i shd start changing my life style~~
^^lll
hv been very "naughthy" these days~
;p

Saturday, June 21, 2008

kung fu panda

yesterday i went 2 watch kung fu panda wif my roommate.
^^
its really a fantastic cartoon.
^^
XD
cheer up my mood.

sleep~~~

i like 2 slp~~
^^
while writing tis blog, really feel like shutting my eyes up...

but later i ll hv 2 go 2 railway station...
sigh...
i dun feel like traveling bac.
really.
the gathering is canceled.
sigh...
it worse off my mood.
but still i hv 2 go bac.

juz i ll go bac 2 singapore in the nxt day.
sigh...
tis might hurt my mom but i hv no choice.
i hv something to settle at home.
which i cant avoide tat.
troubles...

Monday, June 16, 2008

heart breaker

there s a song, i dunno the tittle, but the lyrics which i get the clearest was:
"why do you have to be a heart breaker?"
sigh~~
there r these kind of ppl spreading around the world...
i juz met 1.
XD

so...
its time 2 take tis as the past.
i always online, but often appeare as offline.
i m scared once i chat wif him, i ll fall 4 him once again which i shouldn't.

yesterday i appeared online.
he ask me call him through skype.
then i did...
he really nearly made me fall 4 him again...
sigh...

its time 2 let go.
lets treat him as past tense.
^^
lets celebrate for me as single...
muahahaha...

Saturday, June 14, 2008

the end of one story

sigh...
the story betwee me & him reached the end~
i think one of the crucial reason is bcause i keep askin him 2 view my blog...
sigh...
or may b its the difference of our thinking...
sigh...

its time 2 let go...
ya~
its time 2 let go...
he said tat i can hate him...
he said tat he hates me...
but i couldn't.
juz can't...
cause hate one ppl needs a lot of energy....
mentally & physically...

muz stop myself...
tis is the end of tis story...
a sudden end which i took a few days 2 rest my mind...
which now only i hv the mood 2 continue 2 write my blog.

japan had a serious earthquake tis morning,
we got the news at night.
i m so worried,
sent a msg 2 him through phone but he din reply me...
then instantly i online msn...
its realy relive knowing tat he s alright...

wat he said te 1st word still: "i hate u..."
sigh...

but its really gud tat i know tat he s alrite...
sigh...

my best fren & my roommate both say tat i deserved a better one...
sigh...
ok...
its the end...
i muz let it go...

now, redeeming my true self bac...

now the end of 1 story is the begining of another story.
n hopefully tat i ll love tat story...

Friday, June 6, 2008

job~

i found a job...
1st time working myself.
hehe...
XD
its actually i know tat aunt and juz helping her in distributing flyers, and the pay is quite low...
sigh~~
so, lets see wat happens...
and, i m going 2 look 4 intenship though SIM...
muahahahaha...
XD
hopefully i can find it.
then 2molo i ll go gym...
2day actually i planned 2 go but something happens.
so, lets go gym 2molo...
^^
muahaha...

Thursday, June 5, 2008

my fxxxxing EX housemate

ppl who knows me well should know tat last time i was very very rude,
and after form 3, i speak more polite especially after i came 2 singapore, not tat much of foul languages, can say tat all add on not even 20 words (during singapore... hehe...).
but till last month and tis month, i really cant bear it anymore.
i start using foul words 2 name her after she moved out...
*pls note tat i will use a lot a lot of foul language 2 name her though its the same old word.
*pls note tat (as well) my writting parragraph from or sentence may not b correct cause haaving bad mood, cant interpret nicely...

when i came bac 2 bugis frm the place which is nearer 2 my sch, my sis told me tat we r having quite an unresponsible housemate, then my scalp getting freaky irritating...
then after live with her for nearly a month, i cant stand her anymore, i ask her 2 move out in nxt month time.

those who knows me quite well,
i should told them abt my worse nightmare: the fxxxing housemate of mine.

she s causing damn lot of troubles,
1st, using up my roommate's softener;
2nd, shouting everywhere every time like she s in the pasar;
3rd, damn irritating, uneducated n uncivilized behavior;
4th, throwing luggage like she living in her own house;
5th, her mother comes here n causing a lot of troubles as well;
6th, after she moves out, she din pass bac the key of our house;
7th, she comes bac, open our door, without knowing anyone in the house;
8th, she moves out early and break the contract herself, and yet! claiming her own deposit;
9th, trying 2 stir around n thinking tat she s the "queen of the world", everyone should obeying her "golden orders", every one who makes her unhappy b4 should "pay"...

anyway, she invites her bf into our house n yet her own room~~
so bitchy...
then argue wif her bf, till nearly break up, then recover again?
damn bitchy...
she s actually going bac wif her bf 2 see his parents n yet she scold his mom for a s2p reason?!
wat an uneducated bitch!

btw, she ll never keep her own bedroom in nice gud clean condition,
panties everywhere, cloths here & there,
like a bz business woman... =.=lll
had a strange smell which is actually her own blood when she s having period,
**and yet she s asking her own roommate:
"babe, do u smelt some weird scent? is it ur smell?"
=.=lll
wth is in the fxxxing bxxx nuisance's brain...
i doubt tat she dun even has a brain...

dun let me seeing her again in my house...
i would use my mop to "mop" her out if i still can hold my temper,
or else i ll juz use the stick 2 knock her out!

i hope and hope,
i wish and wish,
tat i m not tat evil.
but i m a devil!
i wish 2 go hong kong 打小人!
i wish tat she would hv her nice bitchy life in her own country and not 2 com or step into singapore again!
i hope she ll never hv a gud life in singapore so tat she can go outta singapore fast.
i curse... ooops, cursing no gud. XD
so,
i hope... i hope she ll get marry wif her bf in china.
i wish... i wish tat she ll stay in her own bitchy fxxxing hometown forever.
tis kind of fxxxing bxxxx nuisance shouldn't com out of her own world to pollute the air, the food, the sound, the money and the place she stays...

the fxxxing bxxxx nuisance is wasting the earth's resources.
waisting the air, food, water, electricity, cloths, shoes, panties, bras, pads, money, computer, fuel, shampoo, masks, place to live, space for being alive!

i m totally gone crazy (气疯的...) when start talking abt the fxxxing bxxxx nuisance. XD

the fxxxing bxxxx nuisance's mom is insane!
as uneducated as her daughter.
during tat period tat we r staying 2gether,
i made a mistake,
shouldnt talking abt her daughter's mistake towards other ppl (though its the fact).
but how i know?!
wth...
as mom as daughter.
treating everyone such like we should know everything abt them!
how m i going 2 know tat they r muslims if they doesn't open their "golden mouth"?
wth...
like how m i going 2 know if the fxxxing bxxxx nuisance is not a virgin anymore if tat fxcking bitch din tell me tat she had sex?!
wth...
wth... wth...

now onwards,
if anything missing,
i m going 2 ask tat fxxxing bxxxx nuisance 2 pay for the missing thing's cost & price,
n paying the price which cost us 2 fix the door locks.

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

ok...
done complaining.
every time when i m talking abt tat fxxxing bxxxx nuisance,
i will not stop calling her like tat till i finished talk the hell off.
then now i m done with it.
writing & complain through blog really helps me in relieving my bad mood. XD
i really din met someone like tis uneducated, uncivilized nuisance b4
tat fxxxed up nuisance is the 1st one,
*pls giv her a big applause for being the 1st greatest nuisance in my life. XD

its been a long long time i din punch sand bag,
may b i should go n seek for sand bag to punch.
but anyway,
i will b going 2 sch gym recently...
so, hopefully jogging would b ok.
XD
i wanna built my muscles bac...
muahahaha...
remember last time when i m doing karate training,
i do sit up every night till my stomach's muscles very firm...
shaped nicely...^^
muahahaha... XD

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

cheese potato recepie


ingredients:
-2 potatoes
-1 piece of cheddle cheese (or any cheese which is salty)
-a grab of shrimp (dried small lil prawn)
-1 hotdog (or any kind of meat which is sliced)

others:
-fish sauce
-soy sauce
-oil (around 1 or 2 teaspoon)
-pepper

processes:
1. Peel off the skin of the potatoes, slice them (width around 1cm) into long cubes.
2. Cut the hotdog into round cubes, and chop the shrimps into small cubes.
3. Heat up the wok and put some oil into it.
4. "Throw" the shrimps into the wok and fry them till the nice scent comes out. ^^
5. Put the hotdog cubes into the wok and fry it around 1 to 2 minutes (keep stiring).
6. Then put those potatoes into the wok. If u realized tat potatoes r absorbing the oil, dun panic, potato does absorb oil. U can put 2 teaspoon of oil inside if u wan. Fry the potatoes for a while.
7. After frying the potatoes around 2 minutes, pour
2 to 3 cups of water into the wok.
8. Let the potatoes boil for 1 to 3 minutes then add fish sauce and soy sauce.
9. Stir the potatoes till the sauce mixed up nicely, then put the cheese into it and stir till the cheese fully melted into the sauce.
10. Let it boil for 2 minutes, add water if the water dries up; If u think tat the water s too much, let it boil for a few minutes.
11. Cover the wok, lower the fire into medium volume and let it cook for 5 or 6 minutes till the potatoes softened.
12. After tat u can serve the dish on the plate.

** specially dedicated to han zi pig~

** tis dish is specially dedicated to those who loves cheese and doesnt hate potato...
=P
hope u ppl will like tis... XD
pls remember to taste it if u r new in cooking...
to make sure tat u ll like it & u will eat it... XD